{"id":71056,"date":"2024-03-22T11:31:04","date_gmt":"2024-03-22T04:31:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alternatech.net\/?p=71056"},"modified":"2024-03-22T11:31:22","modified_gmt":"2024-03-22T04:31:22","slug":"a-childs-prayer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/legendstitch.com\/a-childs-prayer\/","title":{"rendered":"A Child’s Prayer"},"content":{"rendered":"

Clutched tight to my chest, the doll smiles lifelessly
\nsending vacant stares down the darkened hall.
\nA solitary line of pink light sneaks through a crack in the door.
\nFighting tears hanging loosely in my eyes, I listen.\n

\u201cPlease tell daddy that I love him and miss him.\u201d
\nIt has been two months since he died. Long, hard months.
\n\u201cKeep him safe.\u201d
\nHis smell still lingers on his clothes in the closet.
\n\u201cand bless mommy to be happy\u2026\u201d
\nHow can I be happy, or even smile, when all I want is to be numb?
\nThe tears burn in my eyes, but I can\u2019t cry, or I might never stop.
\n\u201cso that she will play with me like she used to\u201d
\nI can scarcely recall the last time I was able to focus; to give her all my attention.
\n\u201chelp her to forgive me,\u201d
\nOh sweet baby, it\u2019s I who needs your forgiveness.
\n\u201chelp her to love me again, even though sometimes I\u2019m bad\u201d
\nOh God, is that what she thinks!?
\n\u201cand please help me to find dolly so she won\u2019t be scared tonight\u201d
\nOk, focus\u2026just breathe.
\n\u201cin Jesus name I pray, Amen.\u201d\n

Clutched tight to my chest, the doll smiles lifelessly
\nsending vacant stares into the room lit by a solitary pink lamp.
\nI sneak through the door, with tears rolling down my cheeks,
\nand enter with a promise, that all her prayers will get answered.\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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